i just realised

results are out exactly one month before a really special day.
i hope the results do justice for that day.

boom! and its over.

hey hey.
sorry for the long lag of updates.
just really extremely busy lately with the hall production starting soon.
days full of recording and rehearsals.
very very tired right now.
but i'm waiting for my laundry to be done.

so yeah, karate tournament is over. i got a bronze. honestly, even if i were to have won the gold, i wouldnt be happy. i know i would in the short term. but i'd still feel unfulfilled and unsatisfactory. i want more than just an IVP. and wat made me feel worse was that the national selections was the day right after the IVP. i felt like shit because i didnt know till it was over. and it was made worse when i realised i couldnt even take part in the selection since i could barely even walk in the first place after the tournament. sigh...
still, pesta sukan is coming soon in august/september. so, after my week of guilt free eating (which i have done like mad), it's back to serious dead on training.
i want more.

cast training and recordings have been somewhat hellish. its not really tiring. but we spend so much time waiting doing nothing at times. and by the end of the day, we just feel mentally tired. but recordings arent the end of it. we still have rehearsals late into the night before we can finally rest. and the cycle repeats everyday. sleepy... really hope the musical pulls off good. and i really hope someone would attend the musical. i really do.

sigh... minds been plagued like mad. about things. sigh... want to ramble it all out here. but i dont think i should. because it wont just rouse my own feelings, but that other person too.

sigh...

i miss you...

It has begun

the time has come.
karate ivp later in the day.
my first tournament.
damn excited about it.
wish me luck.
i'm going to be crushing someone's hope.
:)

i guess

you just dont care.

friendster

in two days, i've already gotten 20 ppl viewing my profile. thats alot for my profile. considering that 15 of the views happened only today.

i guess the secret for a guy to get such a high count is to put up a picture of himself half naked or more. and be sure to be muscular. that seems to draw the views.

yeah. thats it. i'm just trying to distract myself from work. :)

hmmm...

"When a girl is mean to you after a
breakup
she wants you back, but she's
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever"

how true.

BLATANT ADVERTISING FOR HALL PRODUCTION

Dear family and friends,
it is with great joy that i present to you my hall musical production,
which i will be acting in as well.
we have been working hard to put up a good show.
so please do come down to watch!
this will also be the debut of me singing in public!
muhahahahhaaa!!!

so i hope that you will come down and grace this event.
and hopefully you will enjoy this spectacular show!
and not go deaf from my singing. haha...

The show is on the 25th n 26th of may,
at Raffles hotel, Jubilee hall.
tickets are going for $16.
contact me now by leaving a comment in the post to book your tickets.
let me know how many tickets you need to.

please do come and support us and have a great time too while your at it!!

irony

during semester time, i dont understand shit about my physics.

but come one day before exams, everything makes perfect bloody sense.

goes to show how super efficient i become under pressure.

blank

my mind is dead.
cant think of anything anymore.

but anyways, i started a training log to keep track of my holiday training.
warning, lots of photos of me.